Sunday November 9th, 2003
Working Out my Issues
I just finished an hour long debate with Scott and Dan as to how long you should wait before calling a girl. Personally I think they've watched "Swingers" one too many times but I eventually agreed that calling the next day may make me seem a little desperate. I went to the gym with Scott for my usual work out that still feels somewhere between giving birth and an exorcism, yet it went a bit easier than usual today. I guess my mind was more occupied with what I should say to Jeanine when I call her rather than the fact that my frail dunkin' doughnuts body was falling apart. I tried to have a conversation with Scott about it when we were running next to each other on the treadmill but my stamina isn't quite at the point I can communicate and run at the same time unless I learn some form of sign language. I've been working out regularly for a while now and I think I'm actually losing weight. It's hard to tell because my weight seems to fluctuate a lot day to day but I think I may have lost a pound or two. Dan and Scott say they've seen a boost in my confidence which I trust although it's hard to self evaluate. I will say that in general I am feeling a little more optimistic these days. (Pause for lightning, earthquake, or other form of divine torture)
