Thursday February 12th, 2004
Thinking Too Much
I’ve spent the last few days running through scenarios. Steph is a great girl and it seems things are going really well. Not to get to specific but we’ve kissed and have done some very minor things beyond that so her asking me to spend the night at her hotel room seems like a leap forward. How much easier would baseball be if you could always just skip second and third? When she asked me she tried to play it off as not being such a big deal. When I talked to her on the phone while she was doing her last trade show she told me how it was lonely being in the hotel room and how she didn’t feel safe walking around a strange city at night so most nights she just watched TV for several hours and went to sleep, and she isn’t a big fan of TV. Maybe she just invited me because she’d rather talk to me for a few hours than watch TV. Maybe she just wanted someone there so she could go out and feel safe. No matter what happens I’m glad things are going the way they are. If she asks me to sleep on the couch I’ll just be glad I get to spend some time with her. Things are going really well and I don’t want to screw them up by assuming too much. Wish me luck.
